[Rant] Was just put on Prozac

...and I'm really not okay with that.I've been having such a blast planning... and was recently promoted at work... and finding a new deeper connection with FH throughout all of this...I legit thought I was having a heart attack this morning. I work in a medical clinic and dropped to the ground with chest pains. I couldn't breathe. They quickly assessed me, hooked me up to a million and one machines and determined it wasn't anything related to the heart, and most likely a panic attack.BUT WHY?!?!So while looking at my surroundings, everyone around me is pent up with anxiety. My mother about the florist... my brother about how he's going to make it to the wedding if he's moving 1000 miles away next month... my employees being snippy to our patients... my boss under pressure with a new re-org in the works for our clinic... my FSIL about communication... my dad wanting to make sure not to miss a payment because he wants everything perfect for me...I'm been cool as a cucumber throughout all of this... yet all of their anxiety somehow transferred to me and now they want to medicate me for all that I'm having to "deal with".So for now I'm going to pout, and be completely selfish... because it's not fair. I'm about to sage everyone that comes in contact with me. via /r/weddingplanning http://ift.tt/2uOSoVC